9:14 pm
4/12/08
My room
The other day i got into an arugument with my mother and my sister, and i have decided to move out of my house. Me and my good friend are going to get an apartment together. That is the reason that i haven't written in my blog for a few days, i have been so busy. I decided that i was moving out. We already have an apartment that we can have in centerreach. It's a 2 bedroom apartment with a eat in kitchen, living room, and dining room. This one is available on tuesday, if we decide to get it. The only problem is that it will be like a 2o minute commute to work, and 40 min. to school. There is another one in saint james that i really like, it's much bigger, and updated. I really want this one over the other one, but i won't know if it's ours before tomorrow afternoon. The anticipation is killing me. I have everything packed up and ready to go, i just don't know where i am going.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
Psycho paper
10:26 pm
4/8/08
My room
I have a term project for psychology (6-8 pages) due this saturday. I have just started to outline it tonight, and i have a long way to go with very little time. I know i still have three days to write the paper, but i have to work. I have been sort of working on the paper since last saturday, but i couldn't stick with a topic. I would read about one thing, get an idea for a paper, and begin to plan it out. A few minutes later i found somthing else that cought my intrest, and i would change my topic. The topic can be anything in our textbook, and i have decided on psychotic disorders. I don't care if i find something else that i would like to write about, it's to late to change again. I needed to take a break from my outlining, so i decided to write my blog. It's been a long day, of school and work and i am about ready to fall asleep. I just need to finish my first out line, so i know what i need to research online tomorrow. I guess i should get back to it, this way i can get to sleep...hopefully somethime soon.
4/8/08
My room
I have a term project for psychology (6-8 pages) due this saturday. I have just started to outline it tonight, and i have a long way to go with very little time. I know i still have three days to write the paper, but i have to work. I have been sort of working on the paper since last saturday, but i couldn't stick with a topic. I would read about one thing, get an idea for a paper, and begin to plan it out. A few minutes later i found somthing else that cought my intrest, and i would change my topic. The topic can be anything in our textbook, and i have decided on psychotic disorders. I don't care if i find something else that i would like to write about, it's to late to change again. I needed to take a break from my outlining, so i decided to write my blog. It's been a long day, of school and work and i am about ready to fall asleep. I just need to finish my first out line, so i know what i need to research online tomorrow. I guess i should get back to it, this way i can get to sleep...hopefully somethime soon.
Sunday, April 6, 2008
unexpected surprise
9:50 pm
4/6/08
My room
This morning i received a phonecall that made my day. At first i was aggitated because i was awaken by my cell phone, alerting me to a call from the deli. I figured they wanted me to come in early, and i considered ignoring the call. Of course i didn't (becuase i'm a good employee like that), and i picked up the phone. My boss's daughter asked me if i wanted the day off, and of course i said yes. To tell you the truth, theonly motivation for saying yes at the time, was sleep. I woke up and i sort of regreted not getting up, because i could use the money, so i decided i would use the day to do school work. And that is exactly what i did, i spent the majority of the day researching for my psychology paper.
4/6/08
My room
This morning i received a phonecall that made my day. At first i was aggitated because i was awaken by my cell phone, alerting me to a call from the deli. I figured they wanted me to come in early, and i considered ignoring the call. Of course i didn't (becuase i'm a good employee like that), and i picked up the phone. My boss's daughter asked me if i wanted the day off, and of course i said yes. To tell you the truth, theonly motivation for saying yes at the time, was sleep. I woke up and i sort of regreted not getting up, because i could use the money, so i decided i would use the day to do school work. And that is exactly what i did, i spent the majority of the day researching for my psychology paper.
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Self Actualization
9:40 pm
4/5/08
My room
This morning i had my psychology class, which is my favorite subject so far (no offense to my english class). I even think i want to change my major to psychology. We were going over personality, among other things, when the concept of self actualization came up. Self actualization is basically when you realize that you make an impact in your environment, and that you have the capacity to control your life. I always knew that i was responsible for myself, but i never looked at my life and ambitions the way i am now. We learned that people who can self actualize usually tend to reach out and touch people somehow. I've always had a feeling i was meant to do something, and it never felt as apparent as it does today.
4/5/08
My room
This morning i had my psychology class, which is my favorite subject so far (no offense to my english class). I even think i want to change my major to psychology. We were going over personality, among other things, when the concept of self actualization came up. Self actualization is basically when you realize that you make an impact in your environment, and that you have the capacity to control your life. I always knew that i was responsible for myself, but i never looked at my life and ambitions the way i am now. We learned that people who can self actualize usually tend to reach out and touch people somehow. I've always had a feeling i was meant to do something, and it never felt as apparent as it does today.
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
I hate my god damn job
6:41 pm
4/2/08
My room
I hate my job, and i know all that i do is complain about it, but i can't help it. I actually love my actual job, but i hate the people i work for. This morning i took an order for an egg sandwich, and repeated the order back to the customer to make sure that's what they wanted. I finished it, and handed it off to someone to bring up front. I hear the customer say, "I didn't want cheese", but they didn't mention that when i checked the order. Than my boss yells back into the kitchen, "you dumb sh*t, you have to listen to the customers!", in front of a storeful of customers. I've taken a lot in that place, but being made a fool of in front of customers is not something i take lightly. I'm going to start looking for a new job. I have a couple of choices, my cousins offered me a job, one with a concrete company, and one with Grainger. Jobs with room for growth, benefits, and a place that would appretiate my intelligence, unlike the retards i work for.
4/2/08
My room
I hate my job, and i know all that i do is complain about it, but i can't help it. I actually love my actual job, but i hate the people i work for. This morning i took an order for an egg sandwich, and repeated the order back to the customer to make sure that's what they wanted. I finished it, and handed it off to someone to bring up front. I hear the customer say, "I didn't want cheese", but they didn't mention that when i checked the order. Than my boss yells back into the kitchen, "you dumb sh*t, you have to listen to the customers!", in front of a storeful of customers. I've taken a lot in that place, but being made a fool of in front of customers is not something i take lightly. I'm going to start looking for a new job. I have a couple of choices, my cousins offered me a job, one with a concrete company, and one with Grainger. Jobs with room for growth, benefits, and a place that would appretiate my intelligence, unlike the retards i work for.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Deli Drama
8:00 pm
4/1/08
My room
Well it's good 'ole April fools day, and it was a fairly good day. I had class this morning, at 6:30 am. When i got out out, i went to work to begin another day at the deli. The shit that goes on in that place, makes me feel like i'm back in high school. Everyone is playing each other, and you really CAN'T trust anyone there. There is one lady whom i do trust for most things, and we often talk and agree on most things. Even her though, i can't trust anyone entirely. It's really funny, because almost everyone is nice to each other, but then they turn around and talk poorly of the peron they were just joking around with. I'm just waiting for the day when the camera crew comes out of the firdge, shows me an assortment of hidden cameras, and informs me that i have been on a reality show.
4/1/08
My room
Well it's good 'ole April fools day, and it was a fairly good day. I had class this morning, at 6:30 am. When i got out out, i went to work to begin another day at the deli. The shit that goes on in that place, makes me feel like i'm back in high school. Everyone is playing each other, and you really CAN'T trust anyone there. There is one lady whom i do trust for most things, and we often talk and agree on most things. Even her though, i can't trust anyone entirely. It's really funny, because almost everyone is nice to each other, but then they turn around and talk poorly of the peron they were just joking around with. I'm just waiting for the day when the camera crew comes out of the firdge, shows me an assortment of hidden cameras, and informs me that i have been on a reality show.
Monday, March 31, 2008
running in place
9:47 pm
3/31/08
My room
Do you ever feel like you're not going anywhere? I know that i'm making headway in all of my major goals, but it seems like i see no results. I know that i'm working hard to support myself going to school, living, and paying off some other expenses to our wonderful judicial system... and i'm going to school to make something of myself. But i feel no closer to the final destination day after day. But then again, if i compare my situation to what it was a year ago, i realize how much progress i have made. I went from being in the complete gutter, to working hard in both a workplace and in college, and i am stayng out of trouble. I didn't really put things into perspective like that before. Maybe i am running somewhere, huh? Thats what i am starting to learn about life, it's a damn trip.
3/31/08
My room
Do you ever feel like you're not going anywhere? I know that i'm making headway in all of my major goals, but it seems like i see no results. I know that i'm working hard to support myself going to school, living, and paying off some other expenses to our wonderful judicial system... and i'm going to school to make something of myself. But i feel no closer to the final destination day after day. But then again, if i compare my situation to what it was a year ago, i realize how much progress i have made. I went from being in the complete gutter, to working hard in both a workplace and in college, and i am stayng out of trouble. I didn't really put things into perspective like that before. Maybe i am running somewhere, huh? Thats what i am starting to learn about life, it's a damn trip.
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