better days

8:30 pm
3/8/08
My room

Do you ever feel like you're being suffocated by stress? I hate working almost every single day, and still barely be able to live from paycheck to paycheck. I can't until the days that i don't have to worry about money as much, when i have started some sort of career for myself. That's why i need to do really well in school now, so i can get into a better school, and make something of myself. The life that i am living now is not what i see myself enduring for the rest of my days. I know that i need to change my ways, to enable myself to better my situation. It's so hard to always be looking ahead though, when i am in the tight situation i am in now. My actions have gotten me into some of the jams that i'm suffering for now, but i have already found a different mindset. I know that i have the power, and the intelligence to turn my life around, i just need to stay motivated and make the right choices.